Assignments

And no, I haven't started it yet.

"Eh I thought you already submitted your assignment? Ada assignment baru ke?"

Well no. Not a new assignment though. An assignment I've received, 

ages ago.

An assignment that I've been taught by many people on how to actually DO it.

An assignment that don't have an end.

An assignment that its result will affect me not only here in this world, but also there. In the hereafter.

What is it exactly?

Phew. 

It's Dakwah. 

For all this time, I thought I'm doing just fine with it. But only now that I realize, I've done nothing. 

Absolutely nothing. 

There are only blank papers. With a full ink of pens. And a heart that is still wandering around. Confuse? 

I think.

Or is it me that refuse to do it? Is it a burden? Is it just 'a thing' or 'the thing'?

This heart needs more than praying 5 times a day. This heart needs more than fasting for a month in a year. This heart needs more than reading the Quran a page a day. This heart needs more more more.

It needs more, for me to succeed with this 'assignment'

And I believe I'm not the only one that has been assigned with this assignment, yes? No? 

You choose my dear, you choose.

Bittaufiq wannajah semua, semoga tsabat :)

Good luck Maryam, all the best.
Ya Rahim dan Rauf juga. Jangan nakal please.



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