Unexpected Me

Hey, salam to all :)

This may be the 20th or the 30th posts of mine but still, I always have this awkward feeling whenever I'm trying to write a new post. Anyway,

SPM, done, and next is university. Hihi when I was in school, I'm not like others who already have dreams on becoming what and what. Well you can say I studied just for the sake of taking the exams. And of course when I was little I would say to my teachers that I wanna be a doctor. Typical that.

Be surprise if I say what I'll be applying is something that I would've never thought in million years. Yes, million years. Looking at some people struggling so hard to get what they want makes me sad. I'm not like those people. I don't know if it's really bad or what but to me I don't care what I'll become. I don't care what my carrier is. No kidding.

But of course once I've decided I've to work hard. Real hard. Why? Why do I have such mentality?

My brother once said, Be whatever it is in this world, even 'makscik sapu sampah' because the talk about carrier is not about making money or becoming such famous person. The real deal is how we're using our opportunities there to spread da'wah. Da'wah of Islam. Don't think like 'oh there are so many muslims doctors already in Malaysia I should take other course'. Why? Because not all muslims practice what muslims should. How many muslim doctors we knew told us to read doa every time before we take our pills? How many accountants nowadays cover their aurah properly especially the sisters? And how many Ustaz or Ustazah practice what they preach?

And of course it's better if you do what you like to do, your interest. That way you can always be passionate towards your job. But the thing is da'wah of islam is first. Whatever you do, put Allah first. Always remember that Allah made human beings not for us to have fun while we live, no. We live for Allah, we die for Allah. And everything we're doing in this world is for Allah.

Yes this has been a muhasabah to myself. So, let's struggle hard for universities life. Eventhough I'm still clueless. Somehow. Yes.

Together gether we start with BISMILLAH!

A little something to make me laugh when I'm down :)